Has anyone seen (500) Days of Summer? Well if you haven't, you should go, it's real good. I'll go see it again if you want me to go with you! Anyway, it's about this girl (Summer) and her boyfriend and they break up and it goes back through their relationship, the good and the bad, and at the end he asks her about her new man and why she's with this new guy and not him and she says because I'm sure of everything that I was never sure of with you. Okay look. It's been about a year since slayer and I broke up, things have really come full circle since then. He called me yesterday at work and wanted to talk so we talked for awhile. I asked him about his girlfriend (she sucks). He asked me about Greg (amazing thanks) and I told him that we were going to Oregon in a few weeks and he said 'Wow, you're completely over me aren't you? That sucks'. Yes, yes I am over you. So he gets upset about this and I said 'Uh, what exactly did you expect me to do? Be sad for the rest of my life and cry every day hoping that you would figure out that I'm real cool and that you had it real good?' I think that's what he wanted and it was fine when things were going well with his yucky little girlfriend (I don't say she's yucky because I'm jealous or something, she really is gross, Celina and Katchie can testify to that) but now that he's unhappy and I'm happy it's a big deal. I find it funny that in this competition (because everything is a competition, no matter what Celina says) that while I was lagging behind for awhile, I came out the winner. I have a wonderful boyfriend who is so good to me and I have great friends, I'm skinnier than I used to be (which means I'm cuter), and mostly I'm happy. Of course I have my days, we all do, but overall I am content and I like that. I can't imagine going back to that and feeling the way that I did all the time because honestly I never really thought that he loved me and I was always waiting for him to break up with me (talk about insecure right?). I thought that's just the way it was but tis not the case! I actually feel like Greg likes (loves) me and wants to be around me (for the most part) and it's so nice. SO nice. Anyway, I guess what I am getting at is that I finally found someone that makes me sure of everything I wasn't sure of before. Yay me!
In other news- I went to Fashion Place on Saturday where I ran into Katch and her mom and when I went to buy shoes a lovely guy told me I looked fabulous! This coming from a gay man means something. We also saw District 9. Okay, it was pretty good, but pretty gross and I felt real bad for the aliens and it made me dislike people even more...
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