Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Looking Back...

It's been a little over a year since I started ye olde blog and since then my life has changed in a lot of ways and thankfully many for the better.
Last night Slayer called me to complain about his life and all the things wrong with it and that is the thing I am most glad about. Yay me for having the balls to get out of that situation. It was hard. SO hard. For a long time I thought that I made a huge mistake and that I would never find anyone else. Turns out that wasn't true and it wasn't a mistake and I found someone a million times better. You guys, not to get lame on you, but my boyfriend is super. He is so sweet I can't even stand it. He is seriously everything I could ever want and I'm so happy right now. He makes me laugh and he makes me feel like I'm something pretty awesome which is so nice. I really don't deserve him but I'm glad that I have him. Okay that's enough of the corny stuff...
Looking back on the whole break up situation though still makes me kind of sad. Not sad that I'm not with him but sad that I wasted so much time and sad that I let someone who turned out to be so insignifigant do that to me. He's not worth it, and anyone who would hurt someone like that is never worth it. That's wisdom people. Take it with you. Relationships and life shouldn't make you miserable, and if they do then you probably need to do something to change that because it's so not worth it. Being happy is so much better.

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