Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Smitten Kitten

So as some of you already know and many of you don't, Slayer and I broke up. It was a couple of weeks before my birthday (so it's been a few months) and I'm fine and we are still friends. We as a couple just didn't make sense anymore. I love him and always will but at the same time I know that we don't work and I honestly feel as if a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders.
ANYWAY-
After much stalking (with no luck) of a certain someone who I have been in love with for ages I finally put myself out there and wrote a sweet little card that just told him I was thinking about him and I left my phone number. I warn you, this is insane behavior on my part because I never ever do things like this. I wouldn't even dare ask boys to dances in high school for fear of rejection.
So I left said card and a plate of cookies on the doorstep of this certain someone yesterday morning and I was a mess all day long. Anxiety overtook me. At about 6 o'clock last night while I was on my way to the gym I got a text: Thanks for the cookies.
YES!
So we texted back and forth for a while. I worked on my fitness. Then finally the text: Well if you want to stop by and say hi you can.
HELL YES!
So I went over there and sat in his garage whilst he worked on a 4 wheeler. We talked and hung out and needless to say, I am smitten. I have been positively giddy all day and I keep thinking about the coversations that we had and while some of what we talked about was probably not particularly interesting or funny I look back on it and think it was wonderful and hilarious. I am the smitten kitten.
After a couple of hours it was kind of late and he needed to go get in the shower so I left and he gave me a hug as I was leaving and told me he'd call me. I got home and was watching tv when I got a text: it was good to see you.
AWESOME!
So I know that this is totally lame and I know that all of this might mean nothing. Honestly though I put myself out there which I never do and I may actually be benefitting from it. That was only last night so I don't know what is going to happen, I haven't made any wedding plans yet. But I'm excited and that's something I haven't been in a long time...

1 comment:

Elena Loo said...

i'm super happy for you! I hope the giddiness lasts as long as possible! Oh you are a hoot.